flandish

i work for a large corp and ms products are forced on us. :/

a metric shit ton of businesses.

i see you are also still pissed Kissinger lasted as long as he did.

it really took a turn when i was 32. i held my wife as she died of cancer then had to tell the kids. yep the world sucks and i do what i can to help my community. but at the end of the day … I just got lots of healing to do for sure. thanks for your kind words. :)

thank you.

i dodo stuff. been a first responder for 20 years. help with my community in ways i can. heck I’ve even served on unelected boards/commissions too.

it’s possible to also be exhausted.

sure. just remember: nothing I wrote indicates I don’t also try to make a difference where I can. ;)

what’s telling I suppose is that I fucking hope the end is near. i’m exhausted, depressed, sad, and generally realizing at 46 I am watching “peers” and family retire at 62, 64, 67, or 72 an then die a year later. While capitalism just eats up all it can of these people.

“I got people waiting for me” is what I say when I mention I don’t care if I wake up tomorrow; yet I’m certain there is some sort of Orpheus and Eurydice level trickery too.

So we just wait and watch the world burn.

so close to realizing this is EXACTLY what capitalism does, too.

and then they’ll parallel push for removal of passports for these groups. then they’ll push to make passports required for voting….

fucking nazis. all of them.

god bless this meth.

CEOs may not be the capitalists at the top of a particular food chain. The shareholding board is, for instance. They can be both but there are plenty of CEO level folks who could, with a properly convinced board, be replaced all nimbly bimbly and such.

in all dialectical seriousness, if it appeases the capitalists, it will happen. “first they came with ai for the help desk…” kind of logic here. some sort of confluence of Idiocracy and The Matrix will be the outcome.

i mean we know he did it. we’ve seen the evidence and testimony. this fascist won’t fall because of these charges; he’s already a convicted felon and has been impeached before…

and sadly thanks to modern american marketing an distraction, this won’t inspire revolution either. :(

this is just distraction from the fact that he’s still supporting a fucking genocide.

Marshmallow and Rudy for me. :)

Ha! Exactly where I was going with that.

directions unclear, now I’m directing a netflix special on sexy horse guerrillas.

tip: do not write about the revolution, short stories, hatred of capitalism, your suicide plans, or your teenage angst and erotic anthropomorphic horse fan fiction.

seriously. i struggled early, and have zero college. but mentor now the folks just out of college in our corp. I’m 46. They are nervous with new robotics degrees trying to tell me about ROS2 and I’m like … no, here’s how modbus works. Get at it. Tinker. Break stuff. Learn. it’s ok!

projecteuler.net

do them in order. in whatever language you want to learn. shiiiit back in “the day” it was how I learned ruby.

but the probs are not gamified like “hacker” coding questions they are, in my 30+ years exp as an eng, more realistically like real world plain english specs/asks from customers.

trust me. i’m a guy on the internet. do it. you got this and know more than you think.